Thursday, August 1, 2013

Wants - Needs - Desires

This assignment i was asked to define Wants - Needs - Desires and then write a scene that displayed these at least three of each..... from this assignment also came my story....'The Union'....posted on the blog as well.

Assignment:

Wants- are often ideas that i might perceive in my mind as needs but when it comes down to it these are mostly my selfish ideas to please me when my focus should be on Your pleasure Sir. So the question is, can i live without this want?
-i want to be in Your arms daily
-i want to be able to pleasure You orally and give You a BJ daily
-at times i want to cum a few more times in a session
-i want D/s 24/7
-i want to be able to pee on command

Needs- the question i ask is, if this need is not meet will it affect how i feel safe and secure? Will i be miserable? Will i be hurt or unfulfilled if this need is neglected permanently, or, without this need will my stupid self go out and seek someone to fill this need?  A need is something that needs to be meet for my D/s relationship to continue to run at peak level.
-i need to feel loved
-i need to feel safe and secure and that I can trust You
-i need to be controlled
-i need sexual release
-i need to serve You

Desires- a desire to me is like a wish list or a fantasy, desire it like a want but it is possibly not obtainable for a time, i might have to work hard to obtain it or prove myself worthy of it.
-i desire a lifetime with You Sir
-i desire acceptance in my marriage
-i desire a few days vacation with You Sir
-i desire to be publicly displayed for Your pleasure
-i desire to be Your ideal sub



The Second Scene-
It has been 10 days since i have been in Masters walls.... i have went years without sexual touch but the last 5 days have been the hardest days of my life... Trying to grasp and hold onto my lifeline and find my way to my place at Masters feet....i know that this was as hard for Master as it was for me and that He showed such great control and strength to not come and kidnap me in the middle of my trip.... i don't think I can ever take another long trip away from Him again .... 
The pain and angst is just too strong.  Part of me has been missing and not being able to serve His needs all of His needs has been so painful.  But in an hour i will be back, whole again.  It will be like the beginning reconfirming the trust and security and His Dominance over His body, this body.  We meet at our standard room, and i don't think either of us could help but to just embrace and kiss... So passionate like long lost loves.....we were lost...10 days to us is like 10 months to the rest of the world. i needed to be at his feet...i removed my shoes and knelt in my spot... Master stood behind me and instructed me to remove my dress... While kneeling i did so and quickly folded it to the side.... i couldn't see Him but felt his warm gaze... Then was told to remove my bra....thank goodness i hadn't wore any panties because i wanted Him at the bed.... i wanted to touch Him to believe He was really here.  He grabbed my hair and pulled back to expose my wanting O and i pushed forward my chest....my wanting desire started to flow between my legs own my cheeks.....He kept a firm hand on my hair but sat down on the bed....lying my head on his lap.... And i held so tight to His leg.... Never feeling more secure and safe.  After talking and reconfirming O/our love He ordered me to the bed just kneeling over the side....his hand released his want on my ass.... And back thighs..."Thank You Sir", i acknowledged. He had me get up on my elbows giving access to my breast where He pulled an tweaked them in pain/ecstasy.... He pulled off His belt... Oh how i missed His belt!   And again marked His body with His elegant touch.  The love and care of His pleasure knowing He needed this most from my absence almost put me over the edge, but i don't dare cum yet without permission.  He approached the bed and spoke in my ear that i was such a good girl, His good slut!  And how He missed this beautiful body under His. His hands touched every part of this body... When he reached my mound i almost exploded but just breathed... Master would know my need of release and soon all would be in focus.  His hand caressed my backside and slap slap before i could hold it in .... i winced... "Quiet now, you know you missed it...." He said.  10 more to follow..... No my pussy was smoldering hot. My wants and needs collided.... As he rammed his finders inside to give me the release i had desired for days..... Come hither took me over the edge and i squirted a weeks worth of cream all over the bed and floor.... What a nice puddle. Again He pushed me over the edge and didn't stop until the third crest came....i couldn't stop Thanking Him  "Thank You Sir!"  He ordered me onto the bed... By my hair...Flipped me over.... And commanded my attention through his eyes with his hand around my throat...."This is for me now, it is going to hurt like hell"... i breathed as he slapped his pussy working hard to keep my knees open..... "Good girl".  Then he cupped the mound and his fingers made their way inside again and again i came..... Thank You Sir.... 
Master held me against his chest and had me reconfirming Him as my Master
He owns this body, He owns this pussy, as he grabs the fold and pulls it hard then the other side as i confirm He owns this mind..... Then again He finds my release...... As i hold onto Hisembrace against my cheek..... All i want now is to pleasure His cock but that request was denied for now.... He needed to hold me as much as i needed to be secure in his arms. 
"i love You Master."
"I know you do."

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