D/s journey: 01/12/14

my day at work has been quiet giving me a lot of time to think about Your hints about our evening. A quarter till 5:00 i skate out of work and make a last minute stop at the grocery store. i text You when i am at the store and You have me pick up beer for our guests and i pick up fresh citrus to make more sour mix for You. Some cream cheese for chutney and a dessert for the guests. i head home and text.

Walking into our home is the most freeing feeling in the world. The security system was installed with cameras in all of the rooms (except the bathroom and baby's room). So i feel so safe and secure in these walls. i know that the security system has notified You that i am home. Still, i lock the door. The energy in the house is almost overwhelming, so much love and joy in this house.

As customary i go to the bedroom and change into the uniform i am ordered to wear in our house, shirt and no panties. Barefoot, as required, i head to the kitchen and i prepare the dessert and the chutney, as i have had the main course already going in the crockpot all day. i juice the citrus and blend with the sugar to make a fresh batch of sweet n sour.

Now with my morning routine starting with waking early, working out, coffee and chores, i have so much more accomplished. It feels better for our evenings to be relaxing. i text to see if i may have a glass of wine. You respond that i may only have a small glass, i pour it and send You a picture for approval. i go to the bedroom and make sure the toys and towels are all prepared and in order. i fold the extra towels out of the dryer and put them in the basket in the room.
i quickly freshen up as i have been dripping all afternoon. Fix my hair and makeup.

i sit at the kitchen table and have a sip or two then get the table set and turn on some light music. You text You are on Your way and i know i have less than 10 minutes. This pussy is so wet it is twitching and itches with anticipation. i wipe it and rub the clit to stop the twitch and lick away the evidence. i sit on the couch as i await Your entry home. i see You pull up and i kneel on my pillow. Tonight You carry with You a bag and i get excited in hopes that You might be staying the weekend, or at least a couple nights. You enter and pet Your slave checking Your pussy to verify that Your hints of tonight have made me cream. And i don't disappoint.

You set Your bag on the couch and kneel down to kiss me....the desire in my kiss and my clambering need in my chest propels Your desire inside to give me what i need that it takes all Your will to keep me on my knees and not claim me right there on the couch. You need my need to be raised tonight. To help raise that need You stand and pull out Your cock and fuck my mouth cunt deep. Knowing that as my mouth orgasms with saliva so does Your pussy with growing need to release.

You pull me up by my hair and order a fresh drink as You knew the citrus was on the shopping list. i excitedly bring You back a drink as You sit in Your chair. i kneel to present it to You. You tell me to put away Your bag in the closet. And i return to my pillow. You pet me as we talk about our day's events and You start to tell me about Your expectations for tonight.

You remind me that i am to obey without hesitation.
You tell me to bow.
Then You ask
'Who owns your mind?'
You do Master
'Who owns your heart?'
You do Master
'Who owns this body?', as You tweak my nipples and pull them hard.
You do (breathe) Master.

'Good, you are Mine and you will do as I please and I will do as I please with this body. Right?'
Yes Master

Now set Your pillow at the table and we will eat.
i ask if we shall wait on Your friends. And You say they are not eating dinner with us. i light the candles, bring the food to the table and sit at Your feet. i know when i am sitting at Your feet that i will be fed as You wish and to this day i find it humbling and the most romantic affection.
As we finish i inquire if You would like dessert and the door bell rings. i am excused to answer the door. Usually i am not permitted to answer for my safety but You know who waits at the door. i open it and there are two gentlemen i have not met before. They ask for You by name and i nod in Your direction. They introduce themselves and i return with a bow of my head and as You walk up behind me and introduce me by my name. i can't seem to speak my name or Yours in Your presence. It feels like a fib of who i really am. i am Yours. And that is the response i would have said 'i am His'. Nothing more. But You handle it from here. You hand me Your glass and i know by Your nod that You want no more. You ask Your guests if they would like a drink and they want beer as You expected. You request a coke. i return shortly with a tray with the chutney and chips and the drinks. You Guys have me standing in wait with my hands behind my back. You motion me to turn and tell me to raise my shirt, then say 'fuck it, take the shirt off'. i stand naked as You talk. i hear someone get up as they bump the table......then i feel a finger trace down the back of my arm to my lower back. Then a smack on my ass....i was not expecting and almost loose my footing. Your friends have been talking about what fun things they want to do me as if i am not in the room. You come and grab me by the throat and pull me into the bedroom. i kneel on my rug. You open the chest and pull out the spreader bar. You attach it to the ceiling and then pull out the leg spreader. You pull me up by my hair and cuff my hands to the pole. Then my legs to the leg spreader. You feel Your pussy and ensure i am responding. Your friends come and sit on the chest and one already has his cock out in his hand. You start with the crop and lash at my back and thighs. You don't even start soft You want to hear my pants and screams. You then turn and are at my front with the floggers one in each hand. i can't see the other two but i feel hands caressing my ass as i focus on the tits responding to the flogging. But fuck now You are assaulting Your pussy and it is dripping onto the floor. You tell one of the guys to feel how wet it is ....proving to them how much i love to hate it. He feels a little bit more than just for wetness....his touch is a welcome release to my wanting need. Then You tell the other guy to get my hitachi that is on the nightstand and to plug it in right over here..... And You motion to him to use it on me. But fuck.....You tell me i must ask permission to cum..... Yes Master.
He is in front, below me and You are now behind....talking in my ear, reminding me i must ask for permission. You start a sensual flogging on my ass....and the hitachi hits my clit and i almost jump in explosion..... But i breathe through the motions and twitching of my clit. The heat is building from my ass and the flogging and the pit of my stomach. i try to form the words 'mam ma Master, please may i cum?'

'No you may not.' Fuck i waited to long and now i must focus elsewhere and breathe......it is only another second as he moved the hitachi and i ask again....
'No slut'
Good thing the rejection hurts my heart that i gives me a moment to block the feelings in my sex......
This time i start to escape in my head as my pride fights wanting to be denied again..... You lash at me harder trying to draw out the cum.... And it jolts me all the way to the humm working up my clit......i almost explode and tense my mussels......Your hand works it way down my ass and You say in my ear to ask for it....

'Please Master, please'
'Please what, slut?'
'Please may i cum!'
'Cum now......cum you slut'
i drop in the chains and pull my hips forward and i squirt ......the guy with the hitachi is taken back for a moment but tries to draw out as much cum as he can.

You pull the plug as i am in the middle of a drawn out orgasm.
'Enough' You say.....
You release my legs then my wrists and pull me by my hair to the bed...You position me bent over the edge and must have motioned to one of the guys because before i know it one of them has entered me from behind. Fuck yes......i want to cum again and again but i have not been given permission to cum freely after being told to ask for permission......i just feel and let the man take from this pussy what he needs. The other guy has crawled onto the bed and a luscious cock is in front of me begging to be sucked. i oblige and suck him like it is what gives me the greatest pleasure of all. In return giving him great pleasure. The fucking is getting faster and faster and i feel he is about to cum..... he pulls out and cums all over my ass and back ......You come over and rub it in and tell me i am such a good girl and ask me if i came.....i say no Master. You use Your fingers to bring me to the edge.... And stop.....i whimper and You have me put a couple towels on the bed and remove the comforter......i get on the bed and assume the position with my legs wide open like a good slut as the other man enters slowly into Your pussy. You pull my head backwards off the bed for me to suck Your cock...... As i get fucked, You slap my tits as You drive Your cock deep down my throat. He pushes on top of me and goes deep into me as i squirt on his balls. With my mouth full and my tits being pleasured with pain i just explode. He says 'fuck yeah' as Your pussy tightens around him and convulses. He pulls out and comes around to my head and ejaculates all over my face and tits.

You have already entered me and held my legs back knowing i will squirt like this.....pinning my arms down.....You take Your pussy and claim it like not other......biting my shoulder at the same time making my explosion near.....i ask if i may cum and You say, at will i may cum....
i explode again all over Your balls and cock and You milk my pussy dry.....

Your guests are cleaning up and You finish with me but by no means are You finished with me. You roll me over on my stomach and chain me spread eagle to the bed. One friend fucks my mouth cunt and the other helps with my leg ties. He slaps my ass and tells me he enjoyed my tight pussy. i am bound and so fucking turned on .......but You all leave the room......i hear You offer the men another drink one accepts as one for the road....the other declines.....
You say Your goodbyes.

You come back to the room after getting some ice water..... Although there is always bottle water by the bed. When You finish Your glass You tell me how proud You are of me and how good of a fuck toy i was and such a good little whore. You say this is going to hurt as You climb onto the bed, You spit on my ass and enter it -just all in, consume my ass take it without regard.....i scream and buck and You slap my ass and tell me to take it like a good little whore.....i tear and scream again and then give in to the pain.......as it turns to tight pleasure.......i push back into You and release ........i cum over and over for minutes on end....each breath brings a tighter grip on Your cock. You fuck me fast and hard which is not easy in that tight ass. But i release my grip and explode further into a deeper level of bliss. You take me till You fill up my bowels with Your seed..... Claiming all points and holes on this body, Master's slut.
You collapse on top of me and i can hardly breath, the shock waves have captured my breath. Until i can thank You and think again we don't move.
You unhook me and hold me. Then send me off to run You a shower. i collapse in Your arms in the shower an You take the moment as You hold me to take another orgasm from Your pussy with Your fingers .....complete putty in Your hands.

D/s journey

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Putty in Your Hands

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