The Man i dreamed of.....

I am the Man you always dreamed u could give yourself to. *kiss*

and you are the woman I always dreamed I could Master

.......…well in theory

to be honest ....i had no idea what i had stepped into.....i never expected to feel so cherished and loved....i never expected to fall in love....

i just knew i wanted to loose control (in essence i had already lost control....but that was different....i didn't willingly give it up) not until i gave it to You....it was the way You made me feel....i will still never know if there is another Man in the world who could Master me better, nor do i care to know....because i believe, as i have read and seen ....that every relationship is different and even though You are very experienced and well versed in all Mastering and all things Domineering...You had to change and adapt to me as much as i have to You....we have a different relationship due to different circumstances and we have a different relationship because i am different....i believe more and more that i was born to be in this moment with You ....right here and right now....to change us both for the better.....no matter what may come....we will have this moment in time that will change who we are and how we treat others and cherish others from this day forward.....

i really think i went into it for the sex...wanting great kinky sex....wanting more...
and boy did i get more....i found myself...i found that i am a woman (girl), who means something very special to someone....i am special...i am strong (because i am submissive)....i am loved (not just told....i am shown this love daily by You Master)...i am cherished (if something happened to me Your world would never be the same....i mean something more in this world than just an employee, a mother to pick up after everyone or a wife to pay the bills and manage the house)....i am loved and cherished as a woman should be....i am treated with dignity (now that might sound odd in this lifestyle...but You treat me with respect, You are chivalrous, i am treated like i matter)....i don't know if i can ever thank You enough for all You have given me and who You have made in me....Thank You so very much Sir....i owe You my life....all that i have to give...i give to You!

i love everything about You! everything about us!